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Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Finally!!!!!!!!
Finally, I've got a blogskin that is decent and has an archive, now, back to bloody calculus. I have no idea why I am doing this anyway......
Don't be alarmed, if you even bothered....
I am trying to give my blog a blogskin, and it was one of the shittest moments of my life, I wiped out my blog list & widgets and most of the blogskins I wanted do not even have a bloody archive! Forget it, I guess I will have to make do with this then......
Sunday, July 26, 2009
My mouth HURTS!!!
I'm suffering from a potiental tooth abcess right now, hurts whenever i try to eat, drink or even open my mouth to a certain extent. I would have enjoyed my camp without it (will get to that), but I am glad I saw a doctor, at least the pain is not killing me.
Friday's 2D1N camp was AWESOME, not physically, we did not have to do any physical stuff. It was really some leadership workshop in the Library (the lectures were even held at night, NICE). Most of my NPCC squadmates there did not even shower, need meh? We did not even sweat! It's not everyday when you get to listen to your music player, charge your phone, spar and verbally abuse your friend, read a book and revise chemistry at night in the school. Plus, we even got to bring our sleeping bags! Wah, it was HEAVENLY! Better than a damn thin poncho.
It was a pity that it lasted for only 2 days, I would prefer that to studying. It was fun while it lasted. Now..if only I could post place some pictures on this post, I have absolutely no idea what the hell happened to the toolbar in the "new post' page.
Friday's 2D1N camp was AWESOME, not physically, we did not have to do any physical stuff. It was really some leadership workshop in the Library (the lectures were even held at night, NICE). Most of my NPCC squadmates there did not even shower, need meh? We did not even sweat! It's not everyday when you get to listen to your music player, charge your phone, spar and verbally abuse your friend, read a book and revise chemistry at night in the school. Plus, we even got to bring our sleeping bags! Wah, it was HEAVENLY! Better than a damn thin poncho.
It was a pity that it lasted for only 2 days, I would prefer that to studying. It was fun while it lasted. Now..if only I could post place some pictures on this post, I have absolutely no idea what the hell happened to the toolbar in the "new post' page.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
This sucks.
I am not happy with my NPCC posting, that's right, I'm NOT! (And some of my squadmates feel the same with theirs as well) Member of games & PT and Logistics & Admin, that is not what I wanted. I wonder why am I in such a mess. In the Hierarchy chart, I am 2nd next to the "group" of 'unreliables' (If you get my drift). I wanted to be an SI, not granted. To be Log head, not granted. To be Games head, not even close.
I wonder why I was given such a low position, was it because I unknowingly insulted someone of a higher rank, of dumb luck, or something else. I cannot believe it. All my enthusiasm, my attitude gone to waste. I just cannot believe it, I did my best, but it was not enough. I think something stinks in my reputation or I might have deteriorated in my NPCC performance from sec 1 all the way till now. I just cannot believe it, why? WHY? I want to appeal, but...to quote from Eric sir (more or less) "there is a 99% chance of your appeal not being successful."
I am at a loss about what to do, sometimes, I have a feeling of grief and of low self esteem, I even cried my own pathetic self to sleep yesterday for heaven's sake (well...sort of..). Can this get any worse?!
I wonder why I was given such a low position, was it because I unknowingly insulted someone of a higher rank, of dumb luck, or something else. I cannot believe it. All my enthusiasm, my attitude gone to waste. I just cannot believe it, I did my best, but it was not enough. I think something stinks in my reputation or I might have deteriorated in my NPCC performance from sec 1 all the way till now. I just cannot believe it, why? WHY? I want to appeal, but...to quote from Eric sir (more or less) "there is a 99% chance of your appeal not being successful."
I am at a loss about what to do, sometimes, I have a feeling of grief and of low self esteem, I even cried my own pathetic self to sleep yesterday for heaven's sake (well...sort of..). Can this get any worse?!
Saturday, July 18, 2009
My legs hurt!!!
Participated in the Heritagefest's "Fun on foot: The e-challenge!" I was with Hazwan (with his "good" public manners), Nabil and Jasper. We ran, slacked, sweat and swore like hell sia. It's a pity that we did not get any prize, I did not get the NPCC post I wanted yesterday so I wanted something to help mollify me. At least we did 14 stations, so, GG guys! After that, we went to pastamania, and because we do not have enough money, we left, after they gave us the menu. Pai Seh lah! Jasper wanted to go DEEP inside the nearby food court afterwards. When I got home, I wanted to bathe (not shower) for an hour and sleep for 3, which is NOT what I am doing right now.
Btw, for those who love war movies, check out Talvisota (Winter War), yes, it's in Finnish, but the English subtitles in the Youtube version would allow you to understand the language of "Suomi"
A sneak preview: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_M8_hS0gqU8
The 1st part of the whole movie: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MctJ74lvBbQ
Btw, for those who love war movies, check out Talvisota (Winter War), yes, it's in Finnish, but the English subtitles in the Youtube version would allow you to understand the language of "Suomi"
A sneak preview: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_M8_hS0gqU8
The 1st part of the whole movie: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MctJ74lvBbQ
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
My calculator's spoiled, "yay!"
Ytd's post (I never go around to do it then..)
Yesterday night and today (nearly) sucked! Ytd night, I suffered from major diarr-nvm and I could not sleep well, especially with the fear of crapping your pants in bed :p. I planned to do some schoolwork at around 0500 the next day, but i turned off my Cellphone alarm and wanted to commit murder when I finally woke up.
Today's lessons were boring, and we were supposed to watch some video during FT. Guess what, the video's format is incompatible with any video player in the Laptop. ("please use Windows movie player" said the PA system). We even had to do a reflection about some Singapore identity thingy, without even watching the Video, lovely! Plus, I had to be released early 'cause I have a Dental Appointment at Tan Tock Seng Hospital.
1400: Released from class, after finding my water bottle (displaced by god knows who)
1402: Went through the school gate.
1405: Reached Tenah Merah MRT, and took a taxi attempting to outrun any MRT train
1415: Got to Kembangan MRT, 15 minutes left till my appointment.
1417: Got onto a train, & finding out that my Dad sent me an sms, offering to gimme a lift (****!)
1418: Called Dad, and being very stupid, allowed him to give me a lift at Lavender MRT
1420: Reached the MRT station, and was told to go to a nearby (well...sort of) bus stop
1425: Dad called to say that he was stuck in heavy traffic on the PIE, 5 mins left
1430: I waited, looking at the long line of vehicles crawling towards a junction....
1445: I waited again, 15 minutes late....
1500: I got very impatient, wish I could raise 'the finger' into the air as a signal for my Dad
1518: Finally, he arrived, 48 minutes late.
1530: I finally reached the Dental Clinic of the hospital, 1 hour late.(If I took the MRT, I would not have to waste so much time, ARGH!!! (At least I got a subway)
After that ordeal, i still had to go to tuition because of some chinese test tomorrow, damn, damn, damn! Not too mention procrastinating (in doing my homework) until I have only 5 hours of sleep left.
Yesterday night and today (nearly) sucked! Ytd night, I suffered from major diarr-nvm and I could not sleep well, especially with the fear of crapping your pants in bed :p. I planned to do some schoolwork at around 0500 the next day, but i turned off my Cellphone alarm and wanted to commit murder when I finally woke up.
Today's lessons were boring, and we were supposed to watch some video during FT. Guess what, the video's format is incompatible with any video player in the Laptop. ("please use Windows movie player" said the PA system). We even had to do a reflection about some Singapore identity thingy, without even watching the Video, lovely! Plus, I had to be released early 'cause I have a Dental Appointment at Tan Tock Seng Hospital.
1400: Released from class, after finding my water bottle (displaced by god knows who)
1402: Went through the school gate.
1405: Reached Tenah Merah MRT, and took a taxi attempting to outrun any MRT train
1415: Got to Kembangan MRT, 15 minutes left till my appointment.
1417: Got onto a train, & finding out that my Dad sent me an sms, offering to gimme a lift (****!)
1418: Called Dad, and being very stupid, allowed him to give me a lift at Lavender MRT
1420: Reached the MRT station, and was told to go to a nearby (well...sort of) bus stop
1425: Dad called to say that he was stuck in heavy traffic on the PIE, 5 mins left
1430: I waited, looking at the long line of vehicles crawling towards a junction....
1445: I waited again, 15 minutes late....
1500: I got very impatient, wish I could raise 'the finger' into the air as a signal for my Dad
1518: Finally, he arrived, 48 minutes late.
1530: I finally reached the Dental Clinic of the hospital, 1 hour late.(If I took the MRT, I would not have to waste so much time, ARGH!!! (At least I got a subway)
After that ordeal, i still had to go to tuition because of some chinese test tomorrow, damn, damn, damn! Not too mention procrastinating (in doing my homework) until I have only 5 hours of sleep left.
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