Fuck this

I am tired, mentally scarred, irritated and indecisive. Just came back from a grueling 2 day 1 night OAC orientation camp, I had to do push-ups, run everywhere and fuck, I cannot take more of it. I am pissed. The seniors look like arrogant dicks sometimes and now I am regretting my decision in joining this damned PDP. I wanted to quit and join the Infocomm club instead, and I do have my mom's backing. Yet, I do not want to be a quitter. I looked at my biceps and my muscles are actually GROWING! So what now? Should I stay on and suffer, or should I take the easy path. Damn, I need more guidance in this.