Fuck this

I am tired, mentally scarred, irritated and indecisive. Just came back from a grueling 2 day 1 night OAC orientation camp, I had to do push-ups, run everywhere and fuck, I cannot take more of it. I am pissed. The seniors look like arrogant dicks sometimes and now I am regretting my decision in joining this damned PDP. I wanted to quit and join the Infocomm club instead, and I do have my mom's backing. Yet, I do not want to be a quitter. I looked at my biceps and my muscles are actually GROWING! So what now? Should I stay on and suffer, or should I take the easy path. Damn, I need more guidance in this.

Fuck, I might soon walk like Roosevelt in the movie "Pearl Harbor".

Ytd was some Outdoor Adventure Club trial session. God was it tiring. Practically did the whole Napfa (or whatever you call it) test routine in less than an hour. My thighs are fucking sore right now, and my ability to walk down a flight of stars is pretty fucked up. Still, it was a pretty fun experience, having to cheer each other on during the 5BXes. I think I am pretty much set on joining OAC. Looking forward to becoming fitter and having fun, just hope this does not screw up my schoolwork (which has yet to freaking commence).

Before that, I had to participate in some CG bonding day with my class. Loved it. Especially during the foodie trail where we had to buy certain types of food. Thanks to our Civics tutor, we tried to eat outside food inside KFC before being stopped by the manager, had to eat outside while standing, to the amusement of our classmates. Sian!

Time to stop playing and start mugging.

It has finally come, the end of JC orientation. Had a fucking great time, partied like siao, hopefully our skit was a good one, considering the fact that laughter was heard. Had shitloads of cheers, clapping, shouting, laughing, singing....ah....those things will be hard to forget. I want to talk more, about the clan I was in, Klycan, winning. Or about my OG's script. Or even the conversations I've had with my OG mates, but I am just too tired. I might talk about them later, but don't bet on it.

Tired, bored, but a few hundred dollars richer.

I'm back from Malaysia, wonderful, and at least I came back via the most comfortable mode of transport, the Airliner. Beats a stupid 8+ hour coach ride that involves the risk of me getting car sick, having to lug bulky luggage bags in some crowed immigration checkpoint and suffering from a lack of sleep. A one hour journey beats that hands down, even if I had to take a 3 hour bus journey to Penang before getting on the flight.

Finished unpacking our things, and now I have several new pieces of clothing, along with 2 Bermudas which my mom thought that I desperately needed. Since I needed some new clothes for the occasion anyway, I rather not complain about a larger wardrobe (or is it a good thing?). As said in the title, I am a few hundred dollars richer, well.....a few hundred RM to be exact. I WAS in Malaysia, and most of my relatives (the married ones anyway) are there or rather, live there. Guess I will have to cut my so-called earnings by 2.4 times, that's fucked. Still, I got more than my sibling, and the monetary rewards my relatives gave me due to my O'lvl results were huge boosters for my 'revenue'.

7 points after CCA isn't exactly very impressive, but for a guy whose parents are from a small island of the west coast of Malaysia, it seems that yours truly is paving a way to a good future. And I guess I am, especially when my grandmother told me "Your grandfather (late, gone before I came into this world) would be damned proud if he knew he had you for a grandson." Thanks Ah Ma, and I think I did deserve those extra red packets my Aunts and Uncles (one of whom I call my godfather) gave me. Don't get me wrong, I am not trying to be arrogant or anything, but to make one's family proud, and to be sincerely rewarded (I will be honest, I was fucking taken aback when I got my 1st 'extra' Hong Bao) for it...it's quite indescribable.

This year's CNY overseas may not the the most exciting (my cousins and I are mostly sick and tired of firecrackers, after almost a decade with those beasts), or what one can describe as one big reunion (not all or even most of them came, not that they are able to), but it is indeed a memorable one. Or maybe it will be one of those occasions which I will have difficulty remembering with vivid detail, only time will tell.

CNY at my cousins' place PEOPLE!!!!!!

Forget abt the last word in the title. Celebrations are fun, with illegal firecrackers, family and traditional goodies going around on the spectacular little island I am on right now. Every night, for now, there would be neighbours (showing off I guess), bringing out of their homes, boxes of fireworks which they would ignite literally at their front gate. Fucking crazy, but I must admit, it's rather fun. Stupid smoke from the pyrotechnics are giving my sinuses a shitload of trouble though. Oh bother, I rather not think about them right now, I have breakfast to eat.

4 days into JC, and I am loving it!!!

It has finally happened, I actually became really enthusiastic about my JC life, URAH!! Today's the 4th day of orientation, and I love it. I was invited to lead a cheer, danced with my OG mates on stage and did the worm (bloody hell!) in the process (I was invited to do it again the 2nd time ;P) . I guess that's what gave me an ache in my spine, fuck. I managed to bond with more of my OG mates as well through games and shit, I hope this continues on till the end of orientation, or even the end of my 2 years in JC!  :D :D :D