Last post

So I guess this is the last post of 2010, the end of a wonderful decade (maybe?) and the end of my four years as a Secondary School student (disputable but...nvm). This year was something to be amazed at. I studied as much as I could with my friends in preparation for the O'levels. I did as much as I could along with my comrades in NPCC during my last days as a Cadet/Cadet Leader. Participated with my UG friends during the Sec 1 orientation and the march combined UG camps. I also became the 1st RDA chairman, which was something I can be proud of, right?

Cherishing every moment that I had left with my friends in school and tuition posed a great challenge. Sounds hardcore, but having fun with as many friends as possible (I am proud to have accomplished that, more or less anyway) is something that would keep me up for nights on end, reliving those memories one by one. From my very first day in Bedok View, or even before that, when I got my posting in the school, to the last day of my O'levels, or that graduation party Josephine invited me and other nerds to. Loads of memories, in such a short time. The world's a strange place, but I love my life, and the people who revolve around it.

I am not sure what I would do during these last few hours, but I hope they will be fun. Happy New Year people. Peace out.

Christmas B*tches!!!!!

To be honest, I am not that enthusiastic. Still, a merry holiday to you. Did not do much, just did a bit of shopping with my mom and the family bovine. In a way, I went along with them reluctantly, but I've got myself some neat merchandise. And I actually SPENT THE MOST $$$, WTF?!!!! Okay, so maybe that Everlast sling bag costs 60+ dollars, and that shirt, with a grey (plus rather overpriced) tie is also rather costly, but seriously, what THE F*CK! I think that I might have something going terribly wrong here, a non-shopper spending shitloads of cash, good lord!

With that situation coming along, I better start working soon. I just need to wait for 1 godforsaken week before I can work with my friends at MBS. Being a waiter, hmm..... I am not too enthusiastic about it, but the pay is good, so I will try to survive I guess. Right now, I will just enjoy life.

I'm back, and I feel like SHIT!

I'm back from a more or less enjoyable vacation in Malaysia. Just one thing, the journey home was hell. Seriously, vomiting constantly, even on an empty stomach is horrible shit. Plus it was 8 hours on a coach at night, Christ, it sucked d*ck! Right now, I feel like crap, hopefully the doctor will have something good for me later on.


Until next time, enjoy this.

I am several hundred kilometers away, across two stretches of water

In Malaysia right now, at my cousins' place. Using their PC (not so obvious isn't it?). The train journey yesterday and the day before was on hell of an experience, not that I want to try it again. The train was constantly shaking, the journey was rather slow, and my bunk was one cosy area. Unfortunately the bed was rather uncomfortable and if I did actually sleep, I could not notice it. Moreover, unlike what many people said, there was no cafeteria in the train, so I had to go to sleep HUNGRY, F**K!

After reaching the train station in KL, my family and i had breakfast at some KFC outlet before having to rush for another train. I ordered a freaking small burger by accident, shit. The other train was practically the same, except for the fact that I had a seat instead of a bed. Still had trouble sleeping, and I still was hungry.

That was before, but now, I am on some island with my relatives, and I hope to make this 9 days of fun.

3 more hours, Haiz...

2 more hours before I board the train for Malaysia. Will be away for 10 days, hopefully I can have some fun over there, otherwise I would start missing all the things that I am used to in SG. It will also be my 1st time going to Malaysia on board a KTM train, I hope it would not be the last, but seriously, having toilets that is equivalent to a hole on the floor is not a very good sign. Packed all my stuff, wish me luck. I don't know why, but I am starting to miss this little island already...

Another day of boredom, shit.

I am extremely bored, again. No jobs, not much time to go and hang out with my friends (since most of them are working) and a vacation in 2 days time (more or less).I am even starting to get bored of my Xbox, WTF! Seriously, at the rate life is going right now. I will be so bored that cabin fever will start to screw my mind up, ARGH!!!!!

Learning a new language! I can't wait.

I've done it. I have certainly done it. I actually decided to learn a new language, korean. Registering at some language school in Kembangan was rather nerve-racking, not sure why, but I guess the 200+ dollar price tag had something to do with it. Classes start next year, but since I have the textbook, I guess I should start learning now. 10 vowels and 14 consonants to learn, better master them quickly.

I hate boredom, seriously.

Some of my friends are working, some overseas, some...whatever. I am as bored as heck, no, make that hell. No jobs, I am getting sick and tired of my Xbox and my vacation is an agonising 5+ days away. No courses for me to attend, yet (hopefully). Have nothing to do but to surf the internet, browsing through material that make neither sense nor...bah forget it. Even teaching my younger sister is a huge pain in the ass (that is understandable I guess). Now I am desperate to have time fly, hiaz, to think that thought was impossible before I took my O's.

Date....time.....shit

Officially worked for the 1st time today. Although one can actually call it my duty as I was helping out my father, but I got paid $20 so I shall leave it at that. It was a 2 hour shift, in some guy's....friend's....home. (I know, weird right?) Backbreaking work that causes one to sweat, but for around $10/hr, it's not bad. My dad will be working again on Thursday, another opportunity to earn some $$$ I guess. (Gosh, I look like some stingy miserly faggot with those symbols) With many of my friends working, the temptation to join them is really great. I guess having a 10+ day holiday right smack in the middle of Dec is not very helpful for a job-seeker. Guess I will have to take up that teaching job my mother offered me, to teach the family "pig" geography. *Facepalm*

Hmm...great expectations do not seem to be a good thing after all.

Finally back from a long and tiring 3D2N class chalet ytd. It's fun...more or less. Sadly the attendance sucked. With around 20 ppl coming for the 1st night and less then 5 ppl left on the 3rd day (including me!), pathetic.

Yet, it was rather interesting and we really had some memorable times there. Such as having an almost sleepless night on the 1st day (We had card games at 3 and I went to Subway at Downtown East with Nobel and Issac at 4 in the morning, that should be more than enough evidence), which practically wiped out everyone the next morning.

Fucking around with my xbox 360 was another memorable 'event', glad that Zul bought his copy of Black Ops. We practically had a 12+ hour gaming marathon. Halo 3 and Crimson Skies were also played as well, but they were not as fun I guess.

The BBQ was a messy affair, but it was fun. Mucking around the resort compound was just as enjoyable (it was at Costa Sands Pasir Ris BTW), but I did not enjoy the beach volleyball sessions, especially when mud from the grass we walked on ruined my clothes. I still managed to wash it off, so it's still something I guess.

Sadly, the chalet is most probably the last thing the 4E2 peeps shall do together as a class, most of it anyway, 2 years have gone by too quickly. So did the 4 years of my secondary school life. Bah, I better stop thinking about the good old days of being a BVSS student, otherwise I will get nostalgia attacks again.

Fking neighbours.

Seriously, since our previous neighbours moved out. The new ones, apparently PRC students, were making a hell lot of noise. God damn it, it's freaking irritating. Making noises here, making noises there. Screaming and shouting, WTF man! Seriously! Their noise even stopped my parents from being friendly to them, if they were so in the 1st place. Christ, I hope this stops soon, otherwise I will have to use my vuvuzuela, which I did in the past (with my dad's blessing!)...

Class chalet's tomorrow, WOOHOO!!!!!

Goodness! I am extremely excited. Tomorrow's the class chalet!!! Packed my bags, with the basic necessities and my beloved Xbox 360 pro (had to do some persuading with my dad, but I succeeded so...). Hope that everything goes well. Especially when it has been raining all this while. 3D2N of fun, and maybe restless nights, HERE I COME!!!

Army museum...I just can't get myself to admit that it's boring.

You should know that this post is about my trip to the Army Museum of Singapore from the title. I've been to it once in Sec 2, although it was only for a very brief moment. As a military enthusiast, I guess it is an unofficial duty for me to visit that place and explore it's entirely, so I did, yesterday. It was a bit impressive, but I will have to stop my praises there.

My 1 hour+ trip to the museum started, after waiting for Bhalaji (no offense, but that guy is seriously capable of being the king of tardiness) which took me almost 1 bleeding hour. After giving him the finger when he finally arrived. We went on our way. The MRT and Bus journey was almost uneventful. I must admit that I was shocked then I found out the Boon Lay interchange still services the non-air conditioned buses, strange, when that place is already air-conditioned.

The museum is a small affair, to my fucking disappointment. Our armed forces deserve a better tribute. There are some sections which I enjoyed, like the replica of the Pulau Tekong camp in the 1970s and that...ah shit, I forgot. Still, there needs to be more action and exhibits in that place. I finished going through the whole place within an hour or so. I am looking forward to the next army open house. It will be more crowded, but there is more fun to be had.

Untitled shite

So today's graduation day I guess, got my certs, took some pictures, lamented on my inability to smile in front of a camera properly and promised to stay in touch with my friends. I have to admit, it's really boring most of the time, with me reaching from my pocketed HTC Wildfire and allowing myself or See Cheng (or Chee Xiong, depending on whether you hate of despise him, JK, I think...) to consume the 12GB of free data that I have. Unlike other events in which I will go on a photography frenzy. I took pictures at a rather casual pace, looking for candid pics and the like. I did not have much to say about the organisation of the event. It was a bit rubbish. The prize winners for the COLOURS award (me included, INCLUDED I TELL YOU!!!) were mixed up. The emcees could not pronounce many names correctly (no offense, but F*CK!) and many activities are blatantly forced (as in holyshitwhymustyoubesouprightaboutthiswhenyoucanbediscreetright? forced), like the throwing of ties (missed a photo shot there, screw...) and the bowing towards the parents and shit.

When the ceremony finally ended (thank god for that), I became a freakin' camwhore, taking pictures anywhere and everywhere, particularly with my buddies, teachers and classmates. I guess I had to make the most of the little time I had left with them. Still, my inability to smile properly most of the time really screwed up some photos (facepalm*). All things (good or bad) have to come to an end, and I had to go home, with my parents. Josephine's grad party is tomorrow, and the class chalet is on the 26th, I better start packing up.

Time does fly like a bitch

Tomorrow's graduation day, the official end to 4 glorious years in Bedok View Secondary School. I must say, time flies too quickly I guess. From the 1st day of school, to my 1st parade in NPCC, to my passing out parade, to tomorrow's event. Gosh, I don't know why, I do not want my secondary school life to end. It's fucking obvious that I cannot turn back the clock, but that's how things go I guess... I hope I can make use of the few hours I have with my friends tomorrow, gotta bring a camera and maybe some tissue. I better wake up early as well, I need to be in school by 8am, not by 0720 like in the past, good times, good times.

I better be going now, more thoughts about this and I will become damn sentimental.

The O's are over, WOOT!!!!!

The O's are over, and I do not want to bother with what me previous papers were like. I rather not dwell on them. After ytd's paper, I went with Issac, Nobel, See Cheng and out favourite K-9 (Chun Kiat) for a LAN session. After which, when K-9 and SC left, we went out for dinner, before going back to the LAN shop (dumb right?). Now I am clueless about preventing myself from suffering from boredom. I guess I will have to see how it goes then.

3 more papers!!!!!!!

3 more papers, SS, P.geog P2 and Science P1 and FREEDOM!!!!!!!

Can't wait for 12th November, last paper (for me and the other non-bio and D&T ppl anyway). After which, I will go and waste myself with LAN and my beloved X-Box 360 Pro. To be honest, after the 3rd and 2nd last papers, I would be in an extremely relaxed mood. The SS and Human Geography papers would be bitches in their own right, but the MCQ papers would really be one heck of a slack fest. (Although I still need to revise for them)

The only thing after that will be how on earth am I supposed to occupy myself without turning myself into some couch potato? Whatever, will worry about that later.

Hell week is OVER, now, I will just need to face a 2 weeks of shit.

Finally, the 1st week of the O'levels are over. The papers were not too bad, quite easy when I look back at some, SOME, subjects. Rather not dwell on the rest. Now, time to concentrate on the last 6 papers. After all that, I will go crazy.

Tomorrow's the start of hell, yaho.......wtf?!

Tomorrow's my English O'levels, the start of hell week, one whole week of terror with one exam per day (or more). Wish me luck, considering the fact that I screwed up my Science practical.

From months, to weeks, to days....

Damn, a few more days to the 1st O'level paper in a few months. Science practical, damn scared sia, considering all the low marks which I've kept getting for my assessments. A few days after that would be my English paper 1 and 2, E maths p1 and so on. Bloody hell, going to be 3 weeks of hell. I have yet to mug, and most probably will never do so. I want my single digit L1R5 bad!

Shit's coming....

5 more weeks to the O'levels, more or less. I am not really studying much right now. My secondary school life is pretty much coming to an end, if it has not 'died' already. From what I can see, no more NPCC training (maybe for the time being, maybe....), no more carefree days in school, no more post-exam activities (in school anyway, will elaborate on that later), no more LAN sessions without any worry about the O'levels, no more days when EC did not exist and no more major exams in the classrooom. Practically everything that is so essencial about my life in Bedok View is going or gone. My heart aches whenever I think about it.

12th November, that is THE day. My science P1, my final paper. After which, anything that resembles my secondary school life (in school anyway) would have died out, in a flash. Unlike SA1 or SA2, no more going back to school for 'classes'. Messing around with field trips, camps, LAN sessions, damn slack lessons.... It's very different from a school holiday. I am in school, my 2nd home, with all my friends and teachers, yet, no need to worry about homework or any kind of boring shit. It's makes a school day very enjoyable, and that is the only thing that allows me to wake up early in the morning without cussing or falling asleep in class.

Whatever it is, I guess I will have to face the future with sangfroid (look that up if needed) and a grin. I hope to make the best of my last days in BVSS and 4E2 2010, even if my 'life' is already gone. Things will come and go, whatever it may be. Time will tell if shit will hit the fan again, but as I said before, I will take it on with a grin, and a "fuck it" for good measure.

Peace out.

Career Seminar!!!!

Ytd was one of the most AWESOME days of my secondary school life (due to end in.......9 weeks time). We were all dressed up, well.....most of us anyway. The rest.......no comment.

0630-0715: Dressed for school, dad dropped me off. On the way to the back gate, saw Jo dressed like a nanny (:P), before heading up to the classroom. Met up with Wei Song, Nabil and the others and talked crap about our attire.

0715-0730: Went down to the Parade square, was already sweating buckets. Met my other friends more or less in Semi-formal attire and sweated more buckets.

0730-1230: Went to the hall (and finally, Air-Con!) for the 1st talk, Design studio for the 2nd, Hall for the 3rd and the Studio again for the 4th. Through the talks, I finally made up my mind, more or less aiming for a JC. Went on a cam-whore rampage as well.

1230-1330: Lunch, nothing much, took a few more photos and relaxed at the library, when some of our juniors spotted us, and laughed, .......

1330-late: Dedication ceremony, watched some videos (funny ones), listened to some speeches, penned down our wishes on pieces of paper which are pasted on some poster and even received gifts from our teachers. Now I know why I love Bedok View so much, it's the people there that counts. We cheered, we laughed, but strangely, no tears came out.... After the ceremony, I went on a cam-whoring rampage again.

late-later: Went home with a few friends, and sweated buckets (again) under the hot afternoon sun. Now I know why I love the weather in Japan. Whatever it is, it was indeed a FTW day and I will never forget it.

Nothing

Hmm....., I guess it's been a long time since my last post. To be honest I do not think anyone bothered. Right now, I have just wasted more than half of my September holidays doing nothing constructive (other than the class video, some structured lessons and so on). I better get on with my work, I will update this blog some other time, maybe even after the O'levels, I would have loads of time to do things then, with no more school and homework for a couple of months. Although there is the problem of the CI course. I might be signing up for it, but I am not sure whether it will be time spent or wasted. Besides, I am not really comfortable with working with people whom I had to shout "Yes sir/mdm!" , and curse and swear discreetly at. Whatever it is, I will worry about that later on. My O'levels are more important, more over, a 2nd prelim is most probably coming up, shit. A LIR5 of 12 before CCA isn't going to get me far.

Tmr's my bday, f**k me in the arse (you should know that it's a joke).

Tomorrow's my birth anniversary, today, I had fun, most of the time. Went to BK to study with my classmates, did not make much headway. Especially so when my cousin appeared with a cake in hand. My dad thought that he might want to give me a surprise, bless him. Too bad that there are less than 10 of us there, plus the management did not allow for any celebration, dicks. After a few hours of practicing add maths (or trying to, to be exact) and watching stuff on Yan Zhong's laptop, we (meaning myself, See Chang, Yan Zhong, Nobel, Eric, Weirong and Jia Wei, shit, that's a lot of names) went outside to cut my cake. No candles were lit, since the winds of ECP were too strong, but the guys did sing me a song, so that's okay. We had fun, cutting the cake, taking pics, JW smashing a piece of cake into my face. I guess there was no need to a celebrating in BK after all.

After that, I went with YZ, SC and Nobel to the LAN at Bedok interchange, YZ, Nobel and I finally managed to beat the side SC is on, victory tastes sweet, although I was getting pwned at the beginning. Then we messed around with Battlefield 2, especially when we teamkilled as many bots as possible, causing us to lose even though we were winning. Having fun was all that mattered I suppose, especially when you see bots flying all over the place.

Dinner was not as good, my younger sister tried to hack into my phone and caused a lockdown. I almost had to go to Singtel to have it fixed. Was fucking pissed off with that bitch. Went to some Japanese restaurant and had a few problems here and there, especially with my sis being a ho as usual. Fuck that shit then, it's not worth the effort telling more about it.

Anyway, now the situation has improved and I guess I can get back to my studies, on my birthday, damn.....

Fk, fk, fk, fk, fk, fk, fk, fk,fk ,fk.........

Got some of my prelim results today, got a B3 for EL, I guess that is okay, since I did not bother doing any proper revision, and I fked up my P1. A-Maths P1, got a B3, hope P2  stays that way. However, chemistry just sucked balls, seriously. A fking C5. WTF man! After scoring all A1s, I cannot friggin' believe that my results can be this bad! I can say that I am in a better situation than a number of my peers, but seriously! This is indeed shitty. Crap, gotta mug, time is really running out. I just hope the situation improves.

Anyway, my phone's pretty much in shit condition right now, so I will most probably get a new one pretty soon. Will have to be stuck with a N70 for now.

B..............4, ah shit.

Did my MT prelims today, seriously thought that it was a CWOT. After which, got my MT results, got a B4. I guess that I am rather satisfied with that. Although I did expect myself to get a B3, i guess I did not manage to beat the bell curve. I will not be TOO disappointed though, chinese is not my best subject and I guess I should not dwell on it. No retaking for me, I will be looking forward to the 12th of November. Will need to work on my weaker ( but not too weak) subjects I guess. Time to dig the books and load up on coke (not that white stuff).

      (Coke as in Cola, not what the guy with the beer belly most probably had before this pic was taken)

Screw chinese sia.....

Only 2 papers left for my 1st and only prelims. Seemed different from what I thought it would be like, since everyone kept saying that 'It will kill you!' or 'This shit's gonna be 10x worse than the actual O'levels.' Right now I am slacking, I think you should know how seriously I am taking this. And instead of getting my chinese O'level results on Wed, the fucking MOE postponed it to next week. And I have to take the fking prelims. CB sia. I did not mug like shit and come this far to take this bullshit exam. I guess I will give it a miss if I can get a MC. So what if the school wants to retain their value-added bullshit or whatever it is, fuck them. I do what I see fit. And this is a CWOT, to hell with it.

Patriotism runs deep in my veins

Right now I can hear the roar of RSAF jets and aircraft flying over my neighbourhood, going to/from wowing the crowds at the Padang. 45 years of independence for my adopted country, or rather, my mother country (since this is where I was born). Right now I am revising for the Add maths portion of the paper that most Singaporean students have to take, a by-product of our country's inbar development. A few weeks ago, I was in a flame war with a faggot who was condemning SG for just 1 reason, it's strict laws. Dumbarses, I bet they just do it because they have no life or no dicks to begin with (if they are female then I guess that they are hos). Screw them, critisizing SG is our job, not yours fags. This country may sometimes be shit, but to us, it is THE shit, so Majulah Singapura people, I am proud.

Isn't it wonderful to be sick during a national holiday and during your Prelims?

A little bit of a sore throat, running/blocked nose with funny coloured stuff coming out. I feel light-headed and shit. Damn, how on earth can I study like this? At least my Combined Humanities and English are done with. Still have E-maths, Add-maths, Geography and Science to contend with. At least I have these few days to take care of things. I just bloody hope that this stupid cold/flu goes away soon.

Prelims tomorrow, DIE!!!

I have no idea why I am blogging now, prelims are tomorrow. Ah screw it. Came back from Sundown Festival 2010 yesterday (actually it was today, the concert ended late and my parents picked me up at 12+am). I had to wait in line for 3 hours, under the hot sun, for a concert I do not want to go, with singers I do not give a shit about and filled with people that I mostly despise. What made things worse was that it was damn humid, plus my phone was dead, bloody hell, had to use the pay phone in Harbourfront MRT (after the last train departed, fuck). Whatever it was, what's over is over (FINALLY) and time for me to face my prelims.

Anyway, check this out, this is fucking hilarious

Oh shit....

This saturday, I will be going to some J-pop/K-pop concert with Vivien and her friends. I have no idea why I did it. It costs $120, and to be honest, I think I will die during the concert, with blood pouring out of my orfices. I do not wish to insult other people's tastes, but seriously, feminine sounding singers? Pop-stars who cross-dress and sing in a faux feminine voice? Shit-f**k man, I am dead! I can't believe I got myself into this. Perhaps because I thought SNSD will be there or something, I don't know, but shit.....$120, I have doubts about my sanity in doing and paying for this.

Let me explain this to you, for me, these guys (+ a few others) rock.

But for these fag-like creatures....

Notice the crosshairs? Here's why:

Get the message?

I love Japan, but this.....damn, nightmares will haunt me in my sleep, imagine me strapped to a dentist's chair, with a pair of earphones taped to my ear and a TV screen showing these guys in front of me. Scary......really scary.....

Soviet Russia

Just ignore that haphazard title up there. I cannot figure out one, as usual. One more week till the prelims, a few more weeks till the O's, damn, time flies like a flaming homosexual running out of a cowboy pub. Anyway, erm........shit forgot what to say....yeah. Today, we had some stress relief session in the dance studio for FT. At least we had some air-con to enjoy. AFTER WHICH (whoa, caps lock error), I went with See Cheng, Nobel, Yan Zhong and Isaac (fuck, that's a lot) for lunch, meeting up with a Primary school classmate on the way. Had Phy EC afterwards, before going home, to rest (finally). The only problem is that my sis was being an arse (like always) and my mom's kind of....worked up (to say the least).

Other than that.....damn, this is one boring post. Never mind, I will just put in a list of things I want to do after the O's.

-Play my 360 to the max.
-Cook
-Have a nerf war with my friends at Yan's place
-LAN LAN LAN, and more LAN!
-Have a sleepover at some chalet, or at least a BBQ.
-Hang out with my friends (the holidays are not very long, gotta make them count)
_SLEEP!!!!!

The shits indicent of 2010

I guess you might have figured out that the title indirectly meant that I was suffering from Diarrhoea. Damn, this is not only annoying (imagine having to endure stomach cramps 5x a day), but sickening, damn, mine is so serious that I even made the WHO definition of Diarrhoea, having 3 or more loose or (liquid) stools per day.  Shit, now even my dad is making fun of me, for not having slept well, what BS is that. And I must miss tuition and stuff, this is extremely irksome.

I cannot comprehend this, I just can't figure out a title...

Today's a typical day I guess. Went to school at around 0800 for some self-study club thing that Mr Phoa initiated. First time wearing my Adidas jacket as well (even though I did not feel cold in the first place). Did a bit of studying (more emphasis on the "bit"), well, actually, I just did an entire combined science paper (to be honest, I do not give a flying fuck). My classmates and I did a bit of fooling around as well. With me getting stuck in a hidden cupboard hidden behind a moving whiteboard, throwing crushed paper around, making fun of See Cheng, and so on I guess. It was kind of mr Phoa to buy us pizza for lunch, plus Yan Zhong, who came 3+ hours late, smart of him.

After which, See Cheng, Nobel and I went to Bedok Inter for LAN, before that though, I had a bout of Diarrhoea (sp?), dumb right? After having fun (getting owned), I went to the Macdonalds outlet near my place to study, in which I learnt that sitting between 2 tables of girls isn't the most suitable place to study in.

Anyway, I have a movie to watch now, me and myself, out.

Christ, is time running away like a nerd after hearing Justin Bieber or what?

Today.....shoot, I have nothing much to say really. Anyway, ytd was great, went to the Harmonyworks!conference 2010 with some fellow RDAs at Nanyang Polytechnic, god it was fun. We had to endure a few speeches, but the word "endure" should not be there I guess.... The speeches were not boring (surprisingly), and even funny at times ("I have a Chinese wife. So I embrace racial harmony every night." Mark Featherstone), that quote in brackets blew us away.

We met a few more-than-decent people from RI (I can't call them friends since I will most likely not see them ever again), and had fun (with me acting as Borat). I cannot believe that learning about integration would be so much fun. Anyway, the meals were delicious as well, shit, I wasted all of my efforts in keeping fit in just 5 hours. Plus I even got interviewed, twice. Damn, can't wait to see if my face appears on What's Up.

After all that I went to the Airport to meet up with Firdaus and his cousin. Seems that he brought a few friends along as well. We joked around, but I had to go home soon after (something 'urgent' cropped up) and they gave me a lift. Upon dropping me off at my place, Firdie's cousin (or his friend) started fucking around with the horn. Fuck, hoped that no one recognised me.

Yesterday was a great day, excluding all the cock-ups and stuff.

Yesterday was okay I guess, apart from the same old lessons and such, was my O level MT exams. And I tell you, it was fantastic (when compared to my prelim cock-up). My reading....leaves much to be desired I guess, but the conversation was fantastic (I hope). When one considers my lack of proficiency in Chinese Oral skills, this is good enough.

After that, was my last NPCC parade in my Sec school life. I rather not make some stupid essay about this. Anyway, I will remember it well (especially after I brought my camera along to record those few precious moments). I will miss every minute of it.

From the ice-breaker games, with loads of Joy and Laughter.

To the POP which we failed to perfect, but was still symbolically important.

To the dinner where we stuffed ourselves. Above are some of the guys who made the dinner possible.

To the farewell party, with the laughter, fun, photographs, videos, tears, emotions (I was most emotional during my speech).

And finally, the people who made all this (parades, parties, all the major things that happened in my NPCC life) happen, the TOs (with special regards to Mr Jit, Ms Ho and Ms Goh), the CIs (esp Eric Sir and Nash sir, who were passing out as well), cadets, and finally, those wonderful buggers in Sec 4 squad 2010. I will miss them all.

I wrote a speech the day before the party, it was not really well planned, it was actually just a spark of 'brilliance' I guess. Some parts were changed during the actual speech, but I was more or less faithful to the text.

"I know this is really extra, I am not the type who will come to the front to tell some lame story about how great you guys are and blah blah blah. Anyway, I will get straight to the point.

When I first joined NPCC in Sec 1 (when I originally wanted to go to NCC), I hardly knew any of you, except for some people like Shan Leong and Firdaus. After a while, I guess by some miracle, we were able to recognise each other. (Although I could not differentiate between Nooraini and Hazirah, don’t ask why)

Soon, we got used to seeing each other on Fridays, practicing drills, campcraft, playing games and trying to survive PT, after which we would hang out behind the school (or fool around by shooting pearls at each other and stuff).

The longer we were in NP, the more we came to know each other. And I guess each of us got ourselves a close buddy or two. I’ve finally managed to differentiate between Hazirah and Nooraini in sec 2. And we became more of a family than a squad. No matter how tired we were, or how many times we fell out or were scolded (or “pumped”), we remained as one. Sure, we had our differences, arguments, and maybe even fights (I said MAYBE). In the end, we still remained in one piece. And that’s why we are all here today.

During camps, we had to mix around with people from other schools. We made new friends, yet in the end, who are we closer to, our squad mates. When we became NCOs, we had to work together even more. Tensions did flare up at times, but we still managed to survive or ignore them. No matter what happens, I would always look forward to every NPCC training, and meet up with you guys. My ‘love’ for you people never lessened, from BV, to Ubin and Japan, I will always stay close to the only squad I knew best, the one with you in it.

Now our 4 year journey has finally come to an end, we will most probably never see each other in our PT kits or No. 3 uniforms again. I know it sucks, but we can’t turn back the clock. Sooner or later, I might lose contact with some, or maybe all of you, but the memories we shared together, good and bad, funny or strange, will follow me to my grave. Tonight is our last time in NPCC, but hopefully, this is not our last time together. Tonight, we are one, and I am grateful for those four wonderful years, of blood, sweat, tears, laughter and joy."

By the time I've nearly ended the last paragraph, I was already in tears, only with the encouragement of some wonderful people present during the party did I manage to complete the speech. After which, I went back to my seat and cried.

When we finally got out of school after the party (when we hugged a lot of people, including Eric Sir (didn't expect that)), Firdaus actually wanted us to go to Mac at Bedok inter to watch the world cup, but when we saw people pressing themselves on the glass wall at the back door area, we backed out. He insisted on going to Simpang Bedok or some faraway place, the whole squad knew by then that he WAS desperate. Anyway, the whole squad decided on a party after our N/O levels, at my place, so....I guess I will wait for us to be back together as a squad then. I cannot wait for all those memories to come back when we are all together again.

4 long years, fuck, were they long in the first place?

Tomorrow will be my last parade in my NPCC life, with one fucking problem, I have my MT O'level oral on that day, damn, gonna miss the PT and games sessions, and most probably my last chance to wear my PT kit, with the shirt that I first wore in Sec 1,

from ATC to STC, NCO camp, LMSC, NCO/CL life, damn, there are loads more. not to mention my red shirt (my favourite!) and my grey (and bloody itchy) 2008 unit tee. Damn, all these will become memories once tomorrow ends.....

Not to mention my squadmates and those in NPCC whom I have met, hung out with, had fun with, went throguh shit and piss together with, whatever it is, I will miss them, loads. Damn, I hate it when shit like this happens, next thing you know is, I will be talking about my days in Bedok View. Christ, I need to do other things right now, will continue this some other time.

The shit is about to hit the fan.

Semester 2 ETA: >9 hours

Damn, things sure are happy huh? Homework's (almost) finished, revision, well.....I guess I am pretty much gaining momentum, although the time it will take for me to go hardcore.....I have no idea about it. Hope it will be soon, though, there's only 10+ weeks left till hell. (Fuck, I can't wait, because I do not want to)

Anyway, school's about to start, with a timetable on steroids (8-4 almost daily), I guess that's the price we have to pay for being in Sec 4, after the 3 figure sum fees that we have to pay for the O 'levels. Whatever lah, I just want to enjoy the last few minutes of my holidays.

On one note, my last NPCC parade will in a few days time. It will be sad, yes, and it will be something which I might shed tears in. I don't know, but I hope everything will go well, I really do.

Last weekday of the June Holidays, fuck....

In 2 minutes after the start of this post, there will only be 2 days left till school reopens, bah!

My joints and chest are aching like shit right now, must be the gym session I had with some of my friends ytd. Damn, will this last for 3 days like last time? Perhaps, I have no freaking idea.

Anyway, I tried to do some revision, this week, looks like I was not entirely successful, still had yet to finish my sec 3 Add maths, add maths homework has yet to be completed. Damn, there's a shitload of stuff to do. I guess playtime's already over long ago. Gotta hit the book really motherf*cking soon. Do wish me luck (if not, damn you).

Last week of June, well, the holidays anyway....ahhh f**k.

The beginning of the end huh? The last week of the June Holidays, my last one in my secondary school life, fun, isn't it? Anyway, suffering from a mild cold right now, bloody hell, feeling like a sod right now. Hopefull this passes over, then I can get to my work in peace.

Speaking of which, almost finished with my holiday homework, can't say much for my revision though. Maths and perhaps even sciences.......urgh.... At least MT is almost over, just need to get rid of oral and listening compre. I will keep my fingers crossed, may this shit be over ASAP. Besides, I have a tuition test coming up, which is worse, the fact that it is add maths or the fact that I would not be doing any proper revision for it, I don't know, and possibly do not care.

Isn't it disturbing to have someone in your family go crazy?

Got a new watch, nothing special, only costing twice as much as my previous watch (which had the strap bent into 2 pieces by accident, an ACCIDENT!). It is still less than a 3 figure sum, but someone is unhappy about it, a fucking understatement.

When my mom told the whole family that it's time to get me a new watch, damn, my sister bitchy about it. At some shop in Bugis, she was sulking all the way, talking stuff about me "spoiling that watch" or the "unfairness" of it. After which, she started crying and my father lost his temper and thus, our family outing was fucked up. Wonderful.

Damn it, it's just a damn watch, you have 2 okay, the rest of mine are either in shit condition or worse. For christ's sake stop whining like a pig and fucking up everything. If you cannot get what you want, face it, that's life.

And stop the stupid conspiracy theories btw, please, you sound like one of those retards who claim that we DID not land on Luna. I would not be so low as to sabotage my watch, besides, I did not make a sound when I went without a watch for a few months, how about you? You scream for a watch and now you throw them at one side to collect dust, damn, you are now even desperate enough to try and break your own watch, WTF?!

Whatever, I am out of here, might as well not screw myself. I am watching you, I am WATCHING you, don't think you can escape.

Last BV Bazaar, gotta love it.

8+am:

Got my dad to drop me off behind the school so that I could get some cash and some ice to practice making ice blends or smoothies or whatever you call it. When to school and I started sweating already. (for the *00th time, c* b**) After which, I went into the class stall (selling smoothies, ice pops, drinks....), tried testing out Shu Yi's blender, which, pwned the wooden spatula she brought along, orange smoothie with wood chips anyone?


Our stall, quaint, isn't it?

9+am:

More people started coming in, we rushed to get our stall ready. I waited for See Cheng to get his Multi-plug, for 36 Kg of cube ice to be delivered and for a 3 feet chest freezer which I had to pay a total of $300 to rent ($150, including a 150 SGD deposit. Al three things took bloody long to arrive. By that time I was already sweating like a pig. The stall was pretty much in shape when the bazaar was about to start. We also met a few 4E1 ppl along the way (mostly with their Haunted House make up). Unfortunately mother nature wasn't very kind, the skies were grey with shitface-ness (damn, sounds freaking awkward)

Doktor Joshua Max at your service, with a chainsaw.

Chih Hsuan and Elaine, both abandoned.

10+am:

The start of the Bazaar, to be honest it was not as spectacular as the previous bazaars I have been to. There's still the practice of hitting the gong, but everything else was not so much of a hoohah as it is an Uh huh (f**k, awkward sentencing much).

Whatever, right afterwards mother nature called in an orbital strike of raindrops, in random magnitudes of intensity, wonderful, isn't it? We manged to do some business though.....even though it was rather infrequent (not because of any shitty factors of anything like that). I even stood outside the stall with my umbrella just to provide a free Umbrella service, dumb isn't it?

11-12+ am/pm

The skies started to open up, finally mother nature's satellites ran out of ammo. Business became more and more brisk. And I guess profits started to rise, and rise,and rise.

At 11+ several things happened, not necessarily in the order shown below.

My mom and my younger sister came, I entertained them for a while, with my mom being rather pleased with the smoothie my class made. (Made using a 10+ year old blender, with no speed control, and stains of sambal and belacan due to years of improper use (I know because it's mine!), and Isaac's ice shaver) .

I went up to the NPCC disco thing, saw not much business (to be honest, it's a ghost town) and now I shall not place any high hopes of my squad's farewell party, damn....

Panic at the disco, I stand corrected.

I met up with Firdie and his cousin Verma, quite a nice guy I suppose, although it was a surprise meeting up with him.

Firdie and Verma

Got out my "Sasha" at times to take some pictures, although Isaac took most of the ones in her.

12-2pm:

Business as usual, plus waiting for more ice to come (no such thing materialised). I also chatted with Firdie and Verma. I went up to the NPCC disco, not much improvement was made. My patience in the ice company was wearing thin by the minute.

Mrs Haffidz and her kids, isn't that sweet?

2pm-rest of my time in school:

Cut the deal with the ice company, they are already 1 1/2 hours late, plus they still have 20 minutes to go. Screw it, I might as well go to Cheers instead (which I did). I went up to the NPCC stall again, business improved, a miracle I suppose, thanks to some guys who just went in and called for backup I guess.

Tiffany and Wei Sin in the hall, when things got better.

I went to check out the Haunted house (to get a queue no. of all things), when someone, with his friends, threw a couple of water bombs out of the 3rd floor, and even gave me 2, I was fucking surprised. I wasted them with Isaac later on. Soon everything started to wind down, and my class' stall started giving out the surplus ice cream and ice pops, there was a mad rush.

I went solo in the Haunted house later on, was not the most scary thing, since we saw quite a no. of our friends in disguise, but, it was still quite exciting, especially when they ambushed me in the middle of the maze. I guessed that they are surprised that some guy was taking a vid.

Deborah throwing water at Erwin, YES, REVENGE!!!!

The bazaar soon ended, we started to pack up, and there was a bit of a water fight, due to the MASSIVE (kidding) amounts of water left in our coolers. We continued to pack up afterwards and I was one of the last to go home. And later I found out that I left my Mom's umbrella in the school, shit.

Last BV bazaar, this better not be a fucking fuck-up.

Today had structured lessons, Physics test was not as hard as I though it will be, although I definitely will NOT get full marks. Add maths, ah shit, damn algebra.

After which I helped to set up my class' BV bazaar stall, I do hope lugging my cooler and blender to school is WELL WORTH IT! I am not going to go around lugging shiz just so that I will lose a shitload of my savings (damn, I am starting to sound like a fag). Whatever it is, we kinda had fun....sort of. I have to honest, some of our classmates, they are just pure shit, seriously, they cannot be trusted, but I might as well not dwell on that, screws up one's mood.

Let's just hope that all goes well tomorrow then, it better be scorching hot!

Time to relax, for a while....

Finally, the chinese O'levels are OVER, fine, it's only P1 and P2, but still, they are the most f**ked up of all papers! Fu*k yeah! I just cannot believe it, it was much more easier than al the papers I did for MTSSS. Damn, I did not need my pencil box, jacket, or luck (maybe I needed it the most).

Anyway, I was chewing gum in the examination hall when I was ALMOST caught my a teacher, whew! I said that it was candy and she said that I was not allowed to, luckily I did not have to swallow it.

(Just ignore the poster)

Whatever it is, I still have some more shit to go through, structured lessons......mock exams....BV bazaar (fine, that is an exception)....before I can relax, a bit anyway..... Whatever it is, peace out.

The longest day, the longest day, this will be the longest day.....

Tomorrow's the MT O'levels, damn, I should be studying right now. Whatever, I just hope I get a B3, then I can forget about it (or I will forget about it anyways, regardless of the result). 4 hours of stress. Can die sia. Just hope everything goes well. Afterwards I still have mock exams to endure, the f**k? I just hope I can get through this in at most 3 pieces......

All good things must come to a fucking end, fucking hell eh.....

Today's the collection of report books and the meet the parents' session, well, for those in Sec 1-3, for us, crunch time for MT "O" levels. I guess those days of coming to school alone, getting your report slip and comparing results with your buds. Or those of coming to school with your parents and meeting the teacher, after which, going home and enjoying your holidays, are over. Damn, this really sucks.

After 3 years of fun and joy, we will lose our hair and years in our lives just for one stinking exam, but you cannot do anything about it, because it's a National exam! FU*K! When one is in Sec 4, many things will come to an end. Yesterday, my squad had (what is most probably) our last proper parade(it did not end with a bang, damn....). Today, one of my last CL lessons in my Secondary life and my last chinese tuition. Things are starting to change, and sometimes you really hate it when they do. I bet there will be tears flowing out this year, loads of it.

Whatever it is, there's no turning back I guess, it's not like I can turn back the clock and hope that time will go backwards (I tried doing that in k1). I've MT "O" Levels on Monday, plus a number of worksheets to do, it's crunch time, I will be back I guess, whether it will be soon or not, is anyone's guess.



The last tent of 4 years in NPCC, not perfect, but who cares? We HAD fun.

WTF am I doing here.

Sh*t, I have homework to do, it's almost midnight, and a week or so later will be my MT o'levels, shiz man, I need time away from the PC, this is becoming crap, almost like a drug.

Anyway......ah fark, forgot what I want to say already, this blog is DYING!!!!

Shoot, midnight.

It's been a looong time.

What date is it today? Ah yes, the 14th, 9 days since my last post. Hadn't had must time to do so anyway. Guess now that I've some spare time on my hands.....you know what I mean.

Nothing much happened this week really, had my 2.4 km on Monday, my legs hurt like shit for a few days. Got back my MT results, not bad, I am actually satisfied. Other stuff, ah yes, Firdaus recently got his arse wet, when someone 'sabo'ed his chair. (Who was it? Hmm.....)

Today (well, yesterday to be precise) I got chased around by Jez, 'cos I did a few actions that irritated her a lot (much like cutting yourself and jumping into a pool of sharks), come to think of it, it wasn't so bad, quite fun actually, but I most probably would not think of it as such at the time. Also had some chinese mock exam, die sia, the 1st passage difficult like shiz.

Anyway, got some chinese stuff I need to complete, back later.

Time for reflection I suppose.....

I guess I have been quite insensitive quite recently (VERY). I am not sure whether I am exaggerating this myself or what, but still, this has been tugging me lately, and it is not really good for my health.

All the responsibilities and stuff, they continue to bug me day in, day out. I need and want to set an example, but the prologues and stuff seem to be too much. I do not want to waste too much of my own time (in short supply btw) and resources on things I might end up being extremely disinterested in.

Decisions, decisions, screw them all, they just make my life (and everyone else's I guess) seem more and more flustered and stuff. Are some sacrifices actually worthwhile in the 1st place. Damn, I really do not think so, but my sense of duty (if there is such a thing) is really killing me, making undesirable situations seem like a drug (or a porno magazine for that matter).

Bah. fuck it, I will do things as I see fit, I just wish things do seem harder than they actually are.

I am just too lazy

Yesterday's post
Today had remedial with Mr Phoa in RCP, BK, well actually, they were at Macs and as Wei En and I were about to meet them there, they told us that they were moving to BK, CWOT sia

Afterwards slacked while doing MT stuff for 5+ hours. After which, went to Parkway with Firdie to do homeowrk at McCafe, expensive as usual.

At around 1900 hrs, I went to Old Airport Market, and the food there SUCKED! Yes, all the good shit there are starting to suck ****! Bought a $3 plate of Hokkien Mee, unbelieveable small, it's a scam, like it or not (you better not). My sis bought fried Udon (bastardising food again, shits), tasteless. Otah, more than edible, whew. A few other stuff came along, I am not sure whether they are good or not, I rather not dwell on them.

After which.....I can't really remember, screw it then.

The "Mid-year" exams are officially over. And I am suffering from a sore throat, damn, it hurts.

English P1: The Situational writing is not too screwed up I guess.

Chinese P1: This is not too f**ked up either. (The highest scoring paper for my MT, I can bet)

English P2: Quite easy, although being half dead in the 1st half did not help much, had to do 2
drafts, for summary AND compre.

Chinese P2: .......fuck.

Anyway, at least I can enjoy myself a LITTLE bit for now, till the oral exams and MT O's come and try to screw me upside down.


Anyways, here is some random crap I took ytd.

My 1st vlog attempt

I might mumble a bit, don't ask.

Speech day! Speech day! And it's the last one....shit.

Back from speech day, a few hours back, a great day, the last major inter-UG event I will go to, will hopefully remember it.

Before the event, we had school, and it was pretty much the usual shiz so I will not go on any further.

After school, had MT remedial, where I found out that Xun Jie wrote about how he wanted to be Macdonalds (Wtf?), make us all bloody laugh sia. Afterwards, went down to polish my boots (again) with Yanin and Angie (fooling around with the BGR thing I guess). Damn, I seriously f**ked up my shine, from shiny to shiny-dull, dipshit!

Anyway, joined in the rest of the squad late, and practiced for the parade (was in the GOH btw) before getting our rifles and stuff (including the changing of uniform/registering at reception and more stuff). It almost rained (actually it did, after the parade), luckily it did not, otherwise all our efforts will be fu*ked off the cliff. We had a practice or two, before the teachers said something like "the G (guest) OH is here!" during the last practice we had.

We all 'choinged' at that point, getting ready our uniforms, praying, looking out for parents who are coming and the like. Then, we were ready to face judgement (or more correctly the video cameras taking footage of the whole parade). The parade went smoothly in my opinion, with only a few minor cock-ups I guess. After which the prize winners had to rush up to the hall. I was praying that Dad saw me in the GOH on the screen in the hall, too bad he didn't.

In the hall, it was pretty all the usual stuff, speeches, prize giving and stuff. During which Bryan and I ("neighbours"), were practically insulting everything under the sun, can't believe what boredom can do to people.

Afterwards was the performances, also did a few more insults then, until the Angklung came (memories of enchanting moments came back to life) and again, amazed us. When everything ended, i could not find the GOH ppl, turned out that too many parents came (focking stupid sia) and thus, no seats, damn. The prize winners even had to stay back because a few ppl did not register themselves, yet went on stage, and screwed up everything. That was dumb. Plus the teachers were angry, whoa, attitude.....

After which, changed and went home. Too many ppl, not enough anyway. Besides, all the UG ppl have left, what's the point in staying then? And when I got home, my younger sister did not cook any rice, bloody hell.....

Enchanting Moments=AWESOME!

Back from enchanting moments, it was fucking FANTASTIC! 1st time in smart casual attire, with most of the others in it as well. A new insight into our schoolmates I guess...especially when I saw them in dresses, button ups and stuff.

Went with Isaac to the 7th floor of 1 Marina Boulevard at around 5 plus, before messing around with my friends in the performing arts. Then we had dinner at some kaya toast place,

Myself: Erm...auntie, gimme 1 kaya toast.
Store auntie: Boy, you want 2 slices or 4 slices?
Myself (thinking...): Err..........4 slices then.
(After waiting for a damned long time, I got 8 slices)
Myself (Softly):What the f**k?!

After that I was bloody full man! Afterwards, went back up to the outside of the Auditorium, where we met a few more friends and stuff. Plus I even saw a few teachers, and Mr Phoa was almost wearing the same attire as mine, damn zai, damn zai.

Waited for a while before we (Arvin, Bhala, Isaac and Chun Keat) could get seated, then Karen coincidentally sat behind Arvin (nice strategic point), before she sat behind me instead (luckily arvin did not kill me for the wrong reasons). Later, firdie and Bernard joined us. That's when the performance started.

Some of the performances were quite good, while some were rather mediocre (not denying the fact that they trained for it). During which Mr Boo had to intervene because of a few dicks. But the Angklung performance was the best, heads off to them. I just hate it when Arvin keeps thinking that he is the next M.J (He has a somewhat good voice) and started breaking into 'Billie Jean'. Arvind bro, this will only get you hostile stares.

And one more thing about the performance, the Drama club's nobody dance. It's quite good, with some 'formitable' stars on stage. But as compared to the UG's, hmm......can't say much, but I will say that it's good work on their part.

After the whole concert, the stage was opened up with another Nobody dance, I went in and grooved with other UG peeps, although Firdaus and Bernard insisted on taking vids, arses :P

Overall, the concert was awesome, but I can't believe it was held on a school night, shit lah, need to go to school tomorrow...

Nothing to do, nothing to see, nothing to w**k about.

Doing my revision, and I just have to use the PC at the wrong time, with my Dad walking in and making a motherf**-ah screw it-motherfucking fuss. Fuck lah. Tomorrow's enchanting moments, and I hope I get to enjoy the 2 hour performance, which I have to pay $12 for. Trying to think of what to wear, but I guess I will leave that tomorrow. Anything else that I need to say? Guess not, peace out.

I've done my best, this better f**king work out!

Not much (time) to say, I need to go off soon.

Went to this thing called "Dialogue in the Dark" with the RDAs (plus other peeps as well). Where we have to be guided in a dark (pitch black) environment by a visually impaired (not just plain 'blind') person. Was really an eye opeing experience, it was fun (and not the mention enlightening) to experience the everyday life of a visually impaired person, like walking in a park, boarding a boat, and even eating in a cafe (yes, without any sight). Our guide Hafiz was a really nice guy, plus he seemed to be able to see in the dark while we have to feel the walls and use the white canes we were issued. That $12 (for 1 hour in some Ngee Ann Poly building) was seriously worth it. Pity Mrs Cheong could not join in the fun as well.

Now I'm back, and I had to revise a lesson plan that Mr Jit was not happy about. I hope I was detailed enough, otherwise everyone's effort will go to waste. Anticipation sucks in this situation.

"....make sure the Sec 2s do not rape the primary school kids...."

Have no idea why I am doing this, have a shitload of things to do right now....

Left school early for some Road Safety Park thing, where we were supposed to watch over the Sec 2s doing their marshal duty. In the end, we became marshals ourselves. We had fun there I suppose, Myself, Arif, Firdie and a few others went to help prepare the Go-karts and bikes before the "kids" finish their briefing. Not really tiring, but got my boots ruined a few times.....shit...... At least we had a chance to ride the Go-karts for a while :)

When the kids were unleashed, I went with Arif for our marshal duty. Looking at those Primary school kids, really made us feel like adults, and made me miss my childhood (swings, ice pops....not using a single word of fuck....). Made a few summons, and I was reminded on how naive and immature (of course) those kids are as well.

After a few minutes, Arif and I were sent to Macs to get some drinks, bloody hell, we went in in our Full-U (i've broken a rule! I've broken a rule!). And got one box filled with $1 cups of coke, kiddy meal style. Shit man, at least they should have used a normal cup like last time to give us some dignity, now like crap sia.... Nvm about that, after which, when we got back, the crowd in the park started to decrease, that was fast, since we were gone for like, less then 15 minutes I suppose. In the end, we did not get another chance to ride that Karts since the skies were becoming darker, crap.... At least we enjoyed ourselves, even though it was not exactly our idea of fun.

The World is unfair, FUCK IT.

Got the results of our SSGT test yesterday, damn......might as well just commit a school shooting and die with a smile on my face than this shit (but please don't link me to those sadistic maniacs,  i'm not suicidal). All our hard work, wasted and largely unrecognised. So what if we cocked up a number of times? We tried our best, but since you guys didn't see it, well.....fuck everything then. We will prove you wrong, we will.

Holidays my foot!

School reopened yesterday. Nothing special really, since our March holidays were NOT really holidays at all ('was more like a relaxed school week). Anyway, had to burn the midnight oil on Sunday to finish my English project, then guess what? Mrs Haffidz snowballed it till next week, F**K! Wasted sia....

Anyway, not feeling well today, must be a lack of sleep. Only had like what, 5 hours of slumber (excluding the amount of sleep i missed out on the night before). I ended up sleeping under my desk in class before assembly, plus I almost slept during chinese and assembly, crap lah.

Gtg now, have loads of homework now. Hopefully I can get more sleep tonight, cya!

In the middle of the holidays, and I am still getting only 7< hours of sleep a day. Today is the last day of the structured lessons, YEAH!!! HOWEVER, I still have tonnes of homework to complete, got some P.Geog project where I need to interview a shitload of ppl and stuff, the English homework i am doing now is already like crap (focking tedious, 8x100 Qs), what's next. Whatever it is, I hope things do get better soon.

Anyway, here is a christian rock band, the best there ever was.

Finally back from the annual NPCC march camp, it was GREAT! In my opinion, we f**king trashed every other march camp we have been to (no offence to the other batches of NCOs). We managed to get most of the cadets to participate (with a few "special" people not really taking part, too bad), the land expedition was great (even though we could not complete it), the night walk went well (I organised it and I slept through most of it, WTH!?) and we were rocking the whole school during the Campfire, YEAH!!! We even got introduced to our school's 1st HO, Mr Hui, my last year Chem teacher, nice one!

I felt really satisfied, especially when Firdie and I lead the overall best group (Go Garfield! Meow!). I just couldn't believe we actually did it! (Of course, we had help from the CIs, SCLs, the TOs and the other UG, must not forget their contributions) The sacrifices that we all had made in time, sweat and even tears were all rewarded. I am truly proud to be in NPCC!

For all this though, we kinda got a few trashings, we got scolded by the CIs on the 1st night, some things did not go as planned. Some of us hardly got any sleep. Had a few arguments here and there. I got chafed in certain areas.....but in all, the camp is a success, whether the CIs think it is or not is another matter (and most probably something to ignore), but hopefully we won't give a shit, since our camp is at the very least, a extremely heroic failure.

Tomorrow will be my last UG March camp of my sec school life (pretty much anything epic that occurs annually will be the last I guess.....), going to check my backpack soon, just need to bring a few items, check on a few things before I go to sleep. (have been deprived of it for a long time now....) Whatever it is, I hope all our efforts have been put to good use. If not, well f**k it then.

Got my results (mostly), and they are just.....

Self expanatory isn't it?

English: B4 on the dot (Feck, Fish, Fock, F**K!!!)

Add Maths: B3 (SPOOOOOIIILLLLER!!!)

E-Maths: C5 (shitty flu made me miss out the extra classes)

Combined Humanities: A1 (ON THE EFFING DOT!!!)

Combined science: A1 (At least there is something to brighten up my day...)

Chinese: F9 (It's fun to say the word F.U.C.K!)

Pure Geog: Not yet, hope it turns out well (enough)

This is shit, seriously, anyway, it's just a CT, so I can take heart. I will need to fish the damned books like an effing casanova, but right now, I have speech day (prize-giving again, URRAH!) and march camp to worry about. (Not to mention Warhammer 40 000 as well) Till then, just watch this video.

Today's officially the last day of CT1, YEAH! Kinda want to relax but, fat chance of that, got projects, homework to finish, plus march camp and other stuff. Can't wait for some empty slots in my life to fill with unproductive crap.

Had my Add maths paper today, was okay, I guess. During assembly, got my cert. for the Sec 1 orientation camp and there was some motivational presentation with some vid where drawings relating to adult entertainment were transformed into drawing of normal stuff,  sweet! After school, had to donate $2 bucks to Yee Bin from 1/4 (2nd time donating sia) for some swimming stuff, at least I am still remembered by the class I helped to take for the camp (old memories man!)

Went to TTSH for my retainers and guess what, I found out that I forgot to pass up the last page of my A-M answer sheet, SHIT! Oh crap oh crap oh crap oh shit oh ****.....(managed to sort it out with Mr Chu later on) Got my retainers, which felt freakign weird sia! Plastic and teeth do not go together, PERIOD! After getting my retainers, went back to school for some March camp meeting, kena bombarded with Qs man! (Not excluding my squadmates as well)

Soon went home, my sis became emo and I met up with Bernie and Firdie for some random crap....

Better go off now, need to continue my bloody homework.