Seriously, can't things get any worse?

If there's some higher being up there, I doubt that he is as all-loving as depicted in the Bible, Koran or whatever. Today's college clean-up...I don't know what to say, it wasn't a first class cock up, but calling it a success would be absolute bullshit. I dont think I am getting the respect I deserve (more like need) for being a CG rep. Not that I want it, but if I want to serve my class and my peers, it would be a bitch to attempt every task I am assigned to and not gain any recognition or even cooperation. While I know that some of my classmates are doing their bit, and perhaps more, others...f*ck it. Maybe it's me, perhaps I am unable to get instructions across everytime I do so, perhaps I am unable to maintain an aura of authority, but what do I know? Being questioned as if I did something wrong, as if I am an unreliable dog whose attempt at passing on instructions from the up-and-up should not be taken seriously. If any of my classmates manage to stumble upon this post, I would expect them to be at least a bit pissed. Still, this mostly one-sided "rant" would not be written without an emotional reason. I just hope for better days to come, or perhaps the day in which I can be recognised for my efforts, if any of it is seen in the first place.


Now, I shall try to do some schoolwork. That lazing sloth of a younger sister pissed me off big time not too long ago, not sure whether I would even bother to work on a subject which I despised in the first place.

Bored, when I am supposed to be studying.

The JCTs are over, not that this is something to be really happy about. Some of the papers were shit while most of them were just plain fucked up. At least I am able to enjoy a three day break, thanks to Youth Day, if only this can last forever. When school reopens, shit is going to hit the fan.