Not sure what the hell am I doing here anyway.....should be getting some shut eye, otherwise I would wake up like some blur-headed freak of nature. Today's parade was......not really good I suppose, the games were not really objective, but I cannot be a f**king critic all the time, besides, at least give the ppl who organised today's parade some slack, seriously. Besides, had some guy shout at me, in front of the cadets, when I was asking a question, WTH is wrong with him/her? Not enough Prozac, too much booze or weed perhaps.

Anyway, we were slightly reprimanded by the CIs for not joining the Campcraft competition, not as if I did not want to. I have stuff to commit to, my family (especially my parents) are sick of me being so damn active (I cannot even take part in this year's bloody Chingay parade). Anyway, I seriously need to make time for my family, not really looking forward to going home these days, with my Dad being an arsewipe whenever he is in a bad mood (guess how many times a day), damned attitudes going around like crazy in the apartment. At least my Sis's changing though.....

The O'levels are coming, need to buck up, need to at least maintain a foothold/bridgehead in my level position. Aiming for a single digit, and I am prepared to drop my CL (worst case scenario plan) if I do not get at least a B4. I aim to be the best in my squad, perhaps the complete eradication of all opposition will do the trick.

Anyway, go to go now, need some sleep.