Time to relax, for a while....

Finally, the chinese O'levels are OVER, fine, it's only P1 and P2, but still, they are the most f**ked up of all papers! Fu*k yeah! I just cannot believe it, it was much more easier than al the papers I did for MTSSS. Damn, I did not need my pencil box, jacket, or luck (maybe I needed it the most).

Anyway, I was chewing gum in the examination hall when I was ALMOST caught my a teacher, whew! I said that it was candy and she said that I was not allowed to, luckily I did not have to swallow it.

(Just ignore the poster)

Whatever it is, I still have some more shit to go through, structured lessons......mock exams....BV bazaar (fine, that is an exception)....before I can relax, a bit anyway..... Whatever it is, peace out.

The longest day, the longest day, this will be the longest day.....

Tomorrow's the MT O'levels, damn, I should be studying right now. Whatever, I just hope I get a B3, then I can forget about it (or I will forget about it anyways, regardless of the result). 4 hours of stress. Can die sia. Just hope everything goes well. Afterwards I still have mock exams to endure, the f**k? I just hope I can get through this in at most 3 pieces......

All good things must come to a fucking end, fucking hell eh.....

Today's the collection of report books and the meet the parents' session, well, for those in Sec 1-3, for us, crunch time for MT "O" levels. I guess those days of coming to school alone, getting your report slip and comparing results with your buds. Or those of coming to school with your parents and meeting the teacher, after which, going home and enjoying your holidays, are over. Damn, this really sucks.

After 3 years of fun and joy, we will lose our hair and years in our lives just for one stinking exam, but you cannot do anything about it, because it's a National exam! FU*K! When one is in Sec 4, many things will come to an end. Yesterday, my squad had (what is most probably) our last proper parade(it did not end with a bang, damn....). Today, one of my last CL lessons in my Secondary life and my last chinese tuition. Things are starting to change, and sometimes you really hate it when they do. I bet there will be tears flowing out this year, loads of it.

Whatever it is, there's no turning back I guess, it's not like I can turn back the clock and hope that time will go backwards (I tried doing that in k1). I've MT "O" Levels on Monday, plus a number of worksheets to do, it's crunch time, I will be back I guess, whether it will be soon or not, is anyone's guess.



The last tent of 4 years in NPCC, not perfect, but who cares? We HAD fun.

WTF am I doing here.

Sh*t, I have homework to do, it's almost midnight, and a week or so later will be my MT o'levels, shiz man, I need time away from the PC, this is becoming crap, almost like a drug.

Anyway......ah fark, forgot what I want to say already, this blog is DYING!!!!

Shoot, midnight.

It's been a looong time.

What date is it today? Ah yes, the 14th, 9 days since my last post. Hadn't had must time to do so anyway. Guess now that I've some spare time on my hands.....you know what I mean.

Nothing much happened this week really, had my 2.4 km on Monday, my legs hurt like shit for a few days. Got back my MT results, not bad, I am actually satisfied. Other stuff, ah yes, Firdaus recently got his arse wet, when someone 'sabo'ed his chair. (Who was it? Hmm.....)

Today (well, yesterday to be precise) I got chased around by Jez, 'cos I did a few actions that irritated her a lot (much like cutting yourself and jumping into a pool of sharks), come to think of it, it wasn't so bad, quite fun actually, but I most probably would not think of it as such at the time. Also had some chinese mock exam, die sia, the 1st passage difficult like shiz.

Anyway, got some chinese stuff I need to complete, back later.

Time for reflection I suppose.....

I guess I have been quite insensitive quite recently (VERY). I am not sure whether I am exaggerating this myself or what, but still, this has been tugging me lately, and it is not really good for my health.

All the responsibilities and stuff, they continue to bug me day in, day out. I need and want to set an example, but the prologues and stuff seem to be too much. I do not want to waste too much of my own time (in short supply btw) and resources on things I might end up being extremely disinterested in.

Decisions, decisions, screw them all, they just make my life (and everyone else's I guess) seem more and more flustered and stuff. Are some sacrifices actually worthwhile in the 1st place. Damn, I really do not think so, but my sense of duty (if there is such a thing) is really killing me, making undesirable situations seem like a drug (or a porno magazine for that matter).

Bah. fuck it, I will do things as I see fit, I just wish things do seem harder than they actually are.

I am just too lazy

Yesterday's post
Today had remedial with Mr Phoa in RCP, BK, well actually, they were at Macs and as Wei En and I were about to meet them there, they told us that they were moving to BK, CWOT sia

Afterwards slacked while doing MT stuff for 5+ hours. After which, went to Parkway with Firdie to do homeowrk at McCafe, expensive as usual.

At around 1900 hrs, I went to Old Airport Market, and the food there SUCKED! Yes, all the good shit there are starting to suck ****! Bought a $3 plate of Hokkien Mee, unbelieveable small, it's a scam, like it or not (you better not). My sis bought fried Udon (bastardising food again, shits), tasteless. Otah, more than edible, whew. A few other stuff came along, I am not sure whether they are good or not, I rather not dwell on them.

After which.....I can't really remember, screw it then.