Sunday, May 9, 2010

Time for reflection I suppose.....

I guess I have been quite insensitive quite recently (VERY). I am not sure whether I am exaggerating this myself or what, but still, this has been tugging me lately, and it is not really good for my health.

All the responsibilities and stuff, they continue to bug me day in, day out. I need and want to set an example, but the prologues and stuff seem to be too much. I do not want to waste too much of my own time (in short supply btw) and resources on things I might end up being extremely disinterested in.

Decisions, decisions, screw them all, they just make my life (and everyone else's I guess) seem more and more flustered and stuff. Are some sacrifices actually worthwhile in the 1st place. Damn, I really do not think so, but my sense of duty (if there is such a thing) is really killing me, making undesirable situations seem like a drug (or a porno magazine for that matter).

Bah. fuck it, I will do things as I see fit, I just wish things do seem harder than they actually are.

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