5 more weeks to the O'levels, more or less. I am not really studying much right now. My secondary school life is pretty much coming to an end, if it has not 'died' already. From what I can see, no more NPCC training (maybe for the time being, maybe....), no more carefree days in school, no more post-exam activities (in school anyway, will elaborate on that later), no more LAN sessions without any worry about the O'levels, no more days when EC did not exist and no more major exams in the classrooom. Practically everything that is so essencial about my life in Bedok View is going or gone. My heart aches whenever I think about it.
12th November, that is THE day. My science P1, my final paper. After which, anything that resembles my secondary school life (in school anyway) would have died out, in a flash. Unlike SA1 or SA2, no more going back to school for 'classes'. Messing around with field trips, camps, LAN sessions, damn slack lessons.... It's very different from a school holiday. I am in school, my 2nd home, with all my friends and teachers, yet, no need to worry about homework or any kind of boring shit. It's makes a school day very enjoyable, and that is the only thing that allows me to wake up early in the morning without cussing or falling asleep in class.
Whatever it is, I guess I will have to face the future with sangfroid (look that up if needed) and a grin. I hope to make the best of my last days in BVSS and 4E2 2010, even if my 'life' is already gone. Things will come and go, whatever it may be. Time will tell if shit will hit the fan again, but as I said before, I will take it on with a grin, and a "fuck it" for good measure.
Peace out.
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