The World is unfair, FUCK IT.

Got the results of our SSGT test yesterday, damn......might as well just commit a school shooting and die with a smile on my face than this shit (but please don't link me to those sadistic maniacs,  i'm not suicidal). All our hard work, wasted and largely unrecognised. So what if we cocked up a number of times? We tried our best, but since you guys didn't see it, well.....fuck everything then. We will prove you wrong, we will.

Holidays my foot!

School reopened yesterday. Nothing special really, since our March holidays were NOT really holidays at all ('was more like a relaxed school week). Anyway, had to burn the midnight oil on Sunday to finish my English project, then guess what? Mrs Haffidz snowballed it till next week, F**K! Wasted sia....

Anyway, not feeling well today, must be a lack of sleep. Only had like what, 5 hours of slumber (excluding the amount of sleep i missed out on the night before). I ended up sleeping under my desk in class before assembly, plus I almost slept during chinese and assembly, crap lah.

Gtg now, have loads of homework now. Hopefully I can get more sleep tonight, cya!

In the middle of the holidays, and I am still getting only 7< hours of sleep a day. Today is the last day of the structured lessons, YEAH!!! HOWEVER, I still have tonnes of homework to complete, got some P.Geog project where I need to interview a shitload of ppl and stuff, the English homework i am doing now is already like crap (focking tedious, 8x100 Qs), what's next. Whatever it is, I hope things do get better soon.

Anyway, here is a christian rock band, the best there ever was.

Finally back from the annual NPCC march camp, it was GREAT! In my opinion, we f**king trashed every other march camp we have been to (no offence to the other batches of NCOs). We managed to get most of the cadets to participate (with a few "special" people not really taking part, too bad), the land expedition was great (even though we could not complete it), the night walk went well (I organised it and I slept through most of it, WTH!?) and we were rocking the whole school during the Campfire, YEAH!!! We even got introduced to our school's 1st HO, Mr Hui, my last year Chem teacher, nice one!

I felt really satisfied, especially when Firdie and I lead the overall best group (Go Garfield! Meow!). I just couldn't believe we actually did it! (Of course, we had help from the CIs, SCLs, the TOs and the other UG, must not forget their contributions) The sacrifices that we all had made in time, sweat and even tears were all rewarded. I am truly proud to be in NPCC!

For all this though, we kinda got a few trashings, we got scolded by the CIs on the 1st night, some things did not go as planned. Some of us hardly got any sleep. Had a few arguments here and there. I got chafed in certain areas.....but in all, the camp is a success, whether the CIs think it is or not is another matter (and most probably something to ignore), but hopefully we won't give a shit, since our camp is at the very least, a extremely heroic failure.

Tomorrow will be my last UG March camp of my sec school life (pretty much anything epic that occurs annually will be the last I guess.....), going to check my backpack soon, just need to bring a few items, check on a few things before I go to sleep. (have been deprived of it for a long time now....) Whatever it is, I hope all our efforts have been put to good use. If not, well f**k it then.

Got my results (mostly), and they are just.....

Self expanatory isn't it?

English: B4 on the dot (Feck, Fish, Fock, F**K!!!)

Add Maths: B3 (SPOOOOOIIILLLLER!!!)

E-Maths: C5 (shitty flu made me miss out the extra classes)

Combined Humanities: A1 (ON THE EFFING DOT!!!)

Combined science: A1 (At least there is something to brighten up my day...)

Chinese: F9 (It's fun to say the word F.U.C.K!)

Pure Geog: Not yet, hope it turns out well (enough)

This is shit, seriously, anyway, it's just a CT, so I can take heart. I will need to fish the damned books like an effing casanova, but right now, I have speech day (prize-giving again, URRAH!) and march camp to worry about. (Not to mention Warhammer 40 000 as well) Till then, just watch this video.

Today's officially the last day of CT1, YEAH! Kinda want to relax but, fat chance of that, got projects, homework to finish, plus march camp and other stuff. Can't wait for some empty slots in my life to fill with unproductive crap.

Had my Add maths paper today, was okay, I guess. During assembly, got my cert. for the Sec 1 orientation camp and there was some motivational presentation with some vid where drawings relating to adult entertainment were transformed into drawing of normal stuff,  sweet! After school, had to donate $2 bucks to Yee Bin from 1/4 (2nd time donating sia) for some swimming stuff, at least I am still remembered by the class I helped to take for the camp (old memories man!)

Went to TTSH for my retainers and guess what, I found out that I forgot to pass up the last page of my A-M answer sheet, SHIT! Oh crap oh crap oh crap oh shit oh ****.....(managed to sort it out with Mr Chu later on) Got my retainers, which felt freakign weird sia! Plastic and teeth do not go together, PERIOD! After getting my retainers, went back to school for some March camp meeting, kena bombarded with Qs man! (Not excluding my squadmates as well)

Soon went home, my sis became emo and I met up with Bernie and Firdie for some random crap....

Better go off now, need to continue my bloody homework.